You put so much energy and work into a person. Your invested emotionally. You put your heart in the right place and your best face on. You open yourself up to want someone to soon. As a beautiful soul you attract the most amazing people at their best. your time is precious on this earth. You will hear me say it many times. thinking of when you here, time spent is was not quality time. But to think of it, that we had that gift to find each other and become more than friends. I want to protect you from others and from yourself. To make your life’s path full of joy and achieve your success I must sacrifice my time and gift you time and just watch from a distance I must be a spectator in your life and watch the time go tick tock I want to jump in and be a part of of it. To support you in every way possible I gift you my time away from me my friend and our friendship. It’s an oath I take to my friends who I give wisdom and heart and loyalty. how you gift it to each other is the true gift. So it’s not the giving, but also the receiving from others. Deep thoughts fill me, as the night is dark and pain takes over my body. It never stops I want to sleep. I want to sleep. I want to Just sleep.
Memories help through it. Memories with friends like you that gifted me time. Photos. Videos. The videos of the outter banks over dunes and talking about how to live life And the life we lived. Your life, because mine feels over. I fight for more time.
It’s a gift remember give to give not to get. If someone can give you a few moments appreciate that precious minute that small hug. It might be the lasting moment and memory to get them more time.
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