I am a faraway friend that has been misunderstood. My silence sometimes is missing, that means I be standing there listening to you. I may not be there when you need me, but a part of me laughs when your happy and cries when your sad. The other part of me stays strong for you when you need me to. That's the best thing a far away friend can do. I’m also stuck in the pain and saying I’m sorry so many times. Do you know what I’m sorry look likes, it’s silence and the silence is deafening and very heavy.
In my life I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've missed out, I've hurt, I've trusted, I've made mistakes, but I have learned so much and shared these life secrets with no else but you. You must guard these secrets to life, wisdom I learn must be shared, to protect you from pain, but I realize you must make mistakes. Respect the words, respect the wisdom I pass to you, life lessons are valuable.
Its nice to have someone who is simple and just ask, "how is your day". Its the character of the person by their actions and you should never be fooled by their words. I stand here as a faraway friend, handcuffed, silent, should I lie, I cannot. I cannot say I support you, but as a friend, I stand silent, walk away and watch. I have seen this all before, its life played out, again, but its not mine, its yours. To not accept a person faults, then ask them to change, its molding them to be something they are not. I have been honored in my life with friends who respect the integrity of friendship and the dynamic.
Opinions and differences, once we are at odds, but always come back to each other.
I stand alone in silence,
I try not to miss you,
I try to let you go,
but always in the end,
I can see you,
I want to be with you,
And then there you are on my mind and taking my heart.
My eyes see the best in you,
I look away so you can't see the tears,
My heart forgives the worst, and
Holds back the love,
My mind tried to forget
But it holds the pain,
If I go forward what's to be gained,
Go over the line and break the boundaries I've set with you,
My heart will never be the same,
It flutters every time I say your name, Honest and open, tell me the truth, or let me go
I cannot stand here in silence and put on a show
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